How to deifine the limit of a dream? How to discover myself inside my self? How to tell if the journey can ever end?
I ask these questions to myself every moment. Do I ask myself? Was the world that I see created by me? The project is dedicated to the problems of self-identiifcation and solipsism. It is a graphic series about one character — little girl Lerochka, who in a feverish nod has discovered herself beginning a journey through the endless if elds of consciousness. One eye of the little heroine is open to the fairytale reality, and the other – the “normal” one - is reminding her of the need to return. But where can she return? How to single out of thousands of realities the one where the journey began from? Having once started, the journey never ends.
The dream is always “on the other side”. The consciousness tries to overcome the obtrusive images from childhood, to choose the lasting delusion, to clarify its paranoia, to if nd the borders of the world, but the world cannot be structuralized, thus opening inconsistency of logic.
The journey unfolds inside a wardrobe — a closed object, which slightly opening envelopes the spectator by its tale, includes one into itself. The interiors of the wardrobe are painted over and pasted by small picture shots with subtitle signatures. Thanks to the built in gauges of movement the wardrobe opens its doors when the spectator approaches; it lights its internal bulbs and plays street organ melody, trying to grasp the spectator’s attention completely. The closet is the place where in our childhood we have been hiding from the outer world, and where from at night our fears came out to us. It is a door to a weird, magical world that stands in
a corner having peacefully nestled; but when everyone falls asleep, the door slightly opens and lets chimeras out.
Lera Nibiru